DUFF

Duff:

Designated Ugly Fat Friend

Two hot chicks at a bar will have a really nasty fat ugly bitch hanging out with them, refered to as a "DUFF". 

"Wow that fat DUFF is hanging out with those two attractive ladies, too bad."

Today I feel like a DUFF because of the picture my friend sent me.

Self esteem currently : -45687407856856576

I couldn't care less what someone says about how nice I am, or how good I can cook, or how pretty I may or may not be. I feel terrible.

It had to do with this guy that I like and a party that I was invited to... by his mom. Not even him. 

Just because of that I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. It's not out of spite. I just feel like shit. I haven't felt this way for a while. 8 months. I haven't felt like this for 8 months. Not when the guy I like asked out my friend and I just took it like someone punched me in the face. Not when I got called a piece of shit from a friend. Not when I realized that my family hates me. 

This song oddly helps.

I want to think that I won't have these depressive tendencies again